pov: it’s hot girl summer (workout routine, work drama, otv cafe)

[Music] you want your lawyer to do their job you don't want to have to talk to them I just wanted to chat with you guys give you a little dating life update kind of thing hello today I am going to the OTV comfy Cafe popup I'm so excited excited apparently like they're just renting out a cafe and having people come in and out and they did a specific like time for like friends and family so I'm going to go say hi I also I got some Sunny Angels custom made for some of the OTV crew and I hope to give it to them today if they're there sorry every time I move my head my sunglasses fall but taking y'all along with me let's go hello hi [Applause] hi P are you working today yeah I was earlier and now I'm chilling a bit he's so cute where's the other one why does everyone call the other one everyone today was like where's the other one he has a name guys it's dinky and where is he okay where's exactly nice C what's your name Cindy I got to see you at the other buba place I was like really nervous to see you and I want to talk to you her and I just kind of like walk away I just kept staring at you and then I was like you're so beautiful I just kind of R away that's so sweet thank you so much an honor to meet so cute which one do you [Laughter] want this one and then maybe like boom boom so cute wow they record this the whole time so cute you guys have beautiful hair oh my God I'm a fan cuz of them that's so sweet thank you I can't avoid watching you when they're watching you guys so much that's really sweet thank you Jamie and I are having the craziest gossip session we hit away from everyone even know don't want to know don't even know this [ __ ] is not safe for twitch Reddit X nothing I just got to say we're both doing it for the plot hello beautiful people today I'm going to take you through my current workout routine as of late sometimes I either go to my building gym alone which oh my God it's so nice to have a gym in your building or I sometimes do a private training session as you guys saw in the last Vlog or sometimes I just like to watch a little YouTube video follow along yoga Pilates whatever I've actually this week started um a 30-day yoga challenge and I could not recommend it more it's why this girl on YouTube Adriana Adrian she's so good and you know how yoga can be like hard as [ __ ] sometimes and kind of not fun she makes it just the perfect amount of like chill and just a little bit challenging like you actually feel like you're progressing to the point that I feel like I could actually do the whole 30-day challenge I did not think that I could so I super duper recommend that so basically along side doing this 30-day challenge I still feel just fine to like go exercise and workout it feels like more of a flexibility full body challenge as oppos to like girl I'm [ __ ] dying let me show you guys my gym routine right now you know when you do a set and then your head hurts I'm dizzy bro okay I'm done the workout that I would usually do at the gym on my own but since I'm here anyways I'm going to do the next day of the 30-day yoga challenge and then usually I might go on the treadmill or stair Master just do some sort of like 5 minute cardio to flush things out I think I might just go for a walk I'll do the yoga little walk and I'm done genuinely my favorite thing to do after a gym session is to eat also sorry my hair looks literally cookie beans I'm having some jerk chicken seriously this chicken is so freaking mean some cauliflower rice and spinach as well as halib boot Ceviche with grain F chips it's like a snack and a snack and of course my beloved sriracha like it's just going to be better with Sriracha I didn't make the rules I just follow them I don't know what a saiche is but that's fire oh my God I really wanted to talk to you guys but this is just so good so let me give you guys some work tea for the last few months things within my team have been shifting maybe some people got fired and maybe some people got hired I worked with the same agent literally she's like a sister to me I worked with her for like five or six years like I love her so much but unfortunately she retired so I started working with a new agent like 6 to 8 months ago something like that he's really nice I like them but it's still like a new working relationship and then I also brought on a new manager and started working closer with my lawyer not for reasons that I want not cuz he's a bad guy you want your lawyer to do their job you don't want to have to talk to them you know what I mean inserting this to clarify that what I meant is if you're talking to your lawyer a lot it's probably cuz you're in the middle of some kind of legal issues whereas if you don't hear from your lawyer for a while it probably means there are no big problems going on which would be good anyways something happened recently I can't give you guys too many details legally it resulted in like literally all three of those people my agent my manager my lawyer all kind of pointing fingers at each other and me in the middle watching these like grown men just point fingers at each other it's kind of like when you're a kid and your parents are fighting and then you feel like you have to be the adult and I mean like I am an adult but I'm also the client in this situation and so I felt like I had to manage these people and these relations which isn't a bad thing like sometimes you just have to do that when you're a part of a team but it just feels kind of weird sometimes when these people are like all guys that are 10 or 20 years older than you and you're like this little freaking 5'4 girl being like and Loki I think they're kind of scared of me which is funny ultimately it's just been a really new experience and challenge for me to be in a new team of people and try to make sure everyone communicates effectively and gets along well it's been trouble in Paradise I'm still kind of trying to see things through give everyone a chance before I decide who do I want to work with super longterm and who do I maybe not want to work with longterm Bose bring me his toy he's like please play with me please that's my work to as a blate praying everything gets resolved SL smoothie cuz my tummy hurts but only halfway because uh don't want to be too full to you want to say hi to the Vlog this is Frank all right so when I come into the gym what's the plan so generally when when anyone comes in we work on something that's more full body a little more holistic like to balance all the posture my gamer posture better posture a little bit more lower body focus so we can achieve the aesthetic that we're looking for a big fat ass sure make sure she stays healthy first and foremost Health First aesthetic seconds s 1 2 up and hello post gym I'm eating my other cameras are dead so I'm using my phone but I just wanted to chat with you guys give you a little dating life update kind of thing I know last video I talked about my breakup in reality my breakup happened like a few months ago I just like to give myself time to process things before I ever talk about them publicly I don't know I feel like breakups can differ so much I think typically people feel like it needs to be like this really big life event in some ways it really is and it's an important thing to like properly process but also I think sometimes you can take a step back and just be grateful that that person was in your life or however long it was and understand that there's going to be so many chapters in your life you know some days it's like you're totally fine it comes in waves some days something random can remind you of it it makes you realize you have more things to process but luckily by the time you guys see this you know it'll have been a fair amount of time time that I've been processing certain things and to be honest I feel like the time alone has been so good for me like it's made me realize when you're single there's no one else to blame for anything everything you like or don't like about your life you kind of just have to take responsibility for cuz you're not really sacrificing anything for anyone else so that's been a really good kind of wakeup call or realization sorry I really am so hungry another thing I realized is that at this stage in my life I thought oh maybe I'll have to go back and date a bunch and find someone new blah blah blah but I actually realized I know what I want like I'm actually picky as hell in a good way throughout the years the more experience you get the more you kind of hone in on what you want and need I was talking to my therapist about this having a family and getting married and having kids and all of these things they've been goals of mine my whole life and I try not to be too strict with the goal like sure it's something that I want but I can be accepting if it's not in the cards for me anyways other random little update that kind of pisses me off but that I think might be funny to share living in La like I really don't meet that many new people people kind of keep to themselves or like to their friend groups even when you go to like parties or events or whatever people are not that friendly unless they know they can benefit from you but that's a story for another day so frankly one of the best ways to date is dating apps but in the past when I've tried to use dating apps everybody reports me cuz they think I'm catfishing myself so there's this dating app called Rya and the whole premise of Rya is that you have to apply and it's supposed to be like a really exclusive dating app with celebrities and so you have to be accepted into the app which can I just say respectfully I think is so cringe like I think the premise is so cringe but is it also potentially my best shot at meeting someone half decent kind of kind of two 3 months ago I applied and they finally they took 2 months to respond to my application so I go on the app and they're like we have an answer for you I'm like oh let's [ __ ] go I click the next button and it goes you've been wait listed we check our wait list often and we'll give you an update soon I said [ __ ] what do you mean and I'm not even saying this like oh I'm so fine you better accept me I'm so fine and famous you better accept me no but it's like I'm shocked you made me wait 2 months just to waight list me and you know what maybe I'm not that fine and famous but like I'm pretty C like I'm not bad so now I'm kind of mad and now out of sheer pettiness I don't want to [ __ ] use it you didn't want me I don't want you you know what I mean anyways I might just be throwing that out the window anyways that's my little update I'm not too pressed about things I'm happy with the progress that I've made really focusing on myself it's been a good life reset mental reset I still care so much frankly for anyone that I've ever been involved with so it's nice to keep those positive relations make sure everything's good and still looking forward to the future I will keep you guys updated bye hello don't mind the makeup I'm getting ready to go to a party and I don't usually go to parties come get ready with me and I will try to take you guys along with me I'm watching this YouTube right I really like her name is Kenny JD she basically does summaries and reviews of a really strange and obscure and often really shitty movies but she makes it so entertaining and for some reason it's really satisfying to watch a summary of something that's really long but in a shorter form video I love that kind of content anyways let's get ready I'll show you guys what I'm wearing and we'll go see how the party is she used to be before she dated Dallas again they were high school sweetheart the beginning here is my little oot TD sorry the lighting is not the best the dress is from acne Studios the boots are diesel the back is diesel the Bolero is from I literally do not know where this butterfly is from Fred seagull the gold one I've been trying to find where it's from I think it's from Anna Louisa but I couldn't find the link I couldn't pick which dress to wear so I asked you guys on the IG broadcast channel and this is the one you chose I think good pick thank you hello it's so loud we've done photos we said hi to everyone I'm done I'm back home it's 1:30 a.m. I'm exhausted I've pieced together why I don't really like partying let me explain I feel like oh my God sorry I ate so much food at snd I'm so full okay so here's why I don't really like partying basically if I go to a party or a function it's so hit or miss it could be a 9 or 10 out of 10 like I could have an amazing time make new friends run around socializing with people just really feel like it's so worth it but honestly 70% of the time it's like a 5 out of 10 you go you're happy to say hi to a couple people and then you're just like I don't really like [ __ ] with nobody here like I'm not really in the mood to talk to anyone you know it's just like so inconsistent 10 to 20% of the time it's going to be incredible a bit of the time it'll be mid and some of the times it might even [ __ ] be bad however if I play video games or I partake in a hobby that I like I watch a TV show that I like I read a book that I like if I do one of those kinds of hobbies instead of going to a party oh I know I'm having I'm not even drunk by the way if you guys think I'm drunk I haven't had a single [ __ ] drink I think sometimes when you're around a lot of drunk people you start talking kind of drunk though back to my point if I'm partaking in one of those Hobbies I know I'm going to have a good time no doubt about it 7 8 9 10 out of 10 it's going to be a good time I go to a party bro I'm rolling a dice and it's waited to be shitty so that's how I view it and how I kind of view going out and maybe this is stupid but I'm happy living my stupid little life okay